Suicide notes and butterfly kisses.

2007-04-22T23:45:00.000+08:00

Today, i bought new boots @ $230 after work...

nevermind about the "low stock" thing.

Btw i dread going to school. Its damn boring i swear, + work and bloody FYP projects...
Weekends please ! Or at least Wed and Fridays, at least there's soccer wooooohoooo

Anyway,

City Square @ JB ! where everything is cheap and good.
Andddd not forgetting the super yummy bryani !

Hadi at FOS ..

??

Dayne the new spokesperson for CYMA watches ! hohoho

HAHAHHA FUN @ WORK ! It's like 1-2years back already? LOL

2007-04-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

ASAL? kau ader masalah, bebual lah. Diam-diam untuk apa?

(It took me 15mins just to type this out. hahaha !)

2007-04-16T23:58:00.000+08:00

MSN ﻪ ﻟﻟﺍﻝﻮﺴﺮ !! says:
fei yu qing put microphone up your ass
MSN ﻪ ﻟﻟﺍﻝﻮﺴﺮ !! says:
or rather, he put the speaker inside your ass
MSN ﻪ ﻟﻟﺍﻝﻮﺴﺮ !! says:
then he sing
MSN ﻪ ﻟﻟﺍﻝﻮﺴﺮ !! says:
hahahahhahahahahahahhah
MSN ﻪ ﻟﻟﺍﻝﻮﺴﺮ !! says:
jay help you suck your chow lan jeow

samuel . and i can't take my eyes off you says:
fei yu qing shove marshall amp up your ass
MSN ﻪ ﻟﻟﺍﻝﻮﺴﺮ !! says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
samuel . and i can't take my eyes off you says:
tog with austing
samuel . and i can't take my eyes off you says:
then austing gay fuck also

LOL !

2007-04-15T23:10:00.000+08:00

School's starting (tomorrow, No shit !) and these 4months vacation were well spent. Mission accomplished. haha !

Well, i did save up for my driving lessons for the upcoming months, spent some on myself. At the same time, i still had quality time with my friends. But in the end i still fell sick. Overwork? perhaps..... i dont know.

Working for my dad was good, there's always something new to learn. I remembered i cut my finger when i was Pri 6 while washing the company's lorry. "Daddy , daddy ! my finger got cut !"

There's more uh. But the thing is, the colleagues will be the one telling me, then i'll start to recall.

Alright, bed time ! see ya.

हाहा थिस आईएस फुच्किंग कूल !!!

2007-04-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

अल्थौघ ई क्नोव थिस आईएस नॉट गेनुइने हिंदी, इट्स वय कूल उह ! हहाहाहा !

टेस्ट टेस्ट टेस्ट टेस्ट टेस्ट टेस्ट
(प्लेस दो नॉट बे सो पेत्त्य ओकय? यू क्नोव व्हो यू अरे।वी स्टील लोवे यू लोल)

2007-04-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

The guy from CSC called. Sam and i are representing Siglap again for this year's soccer tournament

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO !!!

whatever.

YES !!!

2007-03-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

super slack timetable.

i like.

Did you know?

2007-03-16T01:15:00.000+08:00

that a single session of shisha actually causes the smoker to take in more nicotine than puffing a pack of cigarettes?

now you know.

2007-03-12T01:44:00.000+08:00

Watch your thoughts; they become words.
Watch your words; they become actions.
Watch your actions; they become habits.
Watch your habits; they become character.
Watch your character; it becomes your destiny.

2006-11-21T00:42:00.000+08:00

I'M FUCKED.

It's worse than what you can possibly imagine.

2006-09-16T18:42:00.000+08:00

Hello !
Do you always think that your parents are old-fashioned, outdated and slow?
Well, i dont. Here's why.

Yesterday we went back to SP to deliver this 10tonne engine into W1.
We're fixing the nuts & bolts to join the engine and the stand together..

Colleague A : pass me the nut ! faster faster
Me : pu-nat , pu-nat
Dad : Fuck you la, faster do can or not

hahahahahah rofl !!!

You know, i like working for my dad.
As each day passes, i'll get to know him better. Isnt that great?

Dad : You know, if you downgrade from the army, you can go do an advanced diploma?
Me : Really?"
Dad : Ya, my lecturer friend said after the adv dip, you can go amsterdam to study for 9mths... whats that course? something SM ah.
Me: Huh? SM? hahahah i only know SM stands for Styrene Monomer.
Dad: I dont know lah. This friend abit sick.
Me: ???

hahahahahahah guess what's SM.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sadism_and_masochism
BYE !!

2006-08-30T00:35:00.000+08:00

I pointed out to you the stars and all you saw was the tip of my finger...

2006-08-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

i'm on a cast right now, and this feeling sucks.

Yes, i went for another round of xray this morning, and its confirmed that i've fractured my ankle. No more football for like a month, and no more lannnnnnnncing.

Oh well, i expected it coming. Like the day i fell, i heard this "crack" sound.

"Nothing much lah, just go home and put ice can already", he said.
FUCK YOU UNDERSTAND.
Now imagine if i followed his instructions. Maybe my leg would be gone by now.

sometimes i wonder, do i deserve to be in this state right now?

2006-08-07T00:45:00.000+08:00

I tell you, 2006 is a fucked up year.
Thanks to my former csc coach who pushed me from behind when i was gonna grab a high ball from a corner kick. I landed on my left leg first, then my back, onto the sandy field. The whole impact was on my left leg.

It swelled like fuck and i went to the A&E.
seriously. look....

LOOK LIKE PIG TROTTERS MAN HAHAHAHAHAHA
shoik. i have exams tomorrow.

Oh, Sam got injured too. But its just abrasions. He fell like this :

Well, somewhat like this. hahahaha
The thing is, the team we're playing against, 3/4 of them were from ping yi.
The coach and the manager were from siglap CSC too.
But why did they resort to such actions? i dont understand.
Its like, the coach fouled me. After that he said sorry.
But for sam, they guy pushed him, and after sam fell, the guy even had the cheek to say sam is diving.

AHH LOSERS. HAHAHAAH A BUNCH OF EM'
(yeah yeah but i still have my exams tomorrow and i dont know when my leg is gonna recover)

2006-07-18T19:13:00.000+08:00

fucked up parents.
fucked up friends.
****

2006-05-11T00:47:00.000+08:00

Rest in peace, grandpa.

1926-2006

loved & dearly missed by all.

(that was what grandpa gave to my sis)

2006-05-11T00:30:00.000+08:00

I blogged !!! Like finally...

To all friends,
thanks for all your concern , really appreciate that :)

Oh and my dad brought this friend of his to the wake. He's a lecturer in SMA hahahahaa i think don knows him. hmmm, he's :
1) in the engineering dept
2) chinese, W/ specs
3) I SAW HIM TALKING TO DON LAST TIME

so yeah.

And i dont hafta spend another 6mths in poly anymore ! cos i'm gonna attend safety navigation tomorrow ( btw i skipped 3 weeks of lessons alr)

2006-04-15T23:53:00.000+08:00

Malaysia was fun!
Shoes, t-shirts food for a total of $60
Okay happy birthday sameer!

2006-04-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

What's a 'normal' person to you?

My parents told me to be one, after we just quarrelled. Like nobody's perfect, let alone normal. You cant have each and everyone living and taking the same path. If everyone did, what's life about?

I'm just sick and tired of my parents , they have to nag non-stop everyday. All because i smoke. Come on, its just a passing phase where teens go through. Some club, smoke, join gangs ( i dont care which one though), Or TyPE LiKe THiS.. sooner or later, they'll stop/cut down. I bet that during our parents era, everybody wanted to be like John Travolta in "Grease Lightning"...

I know its wrong to drink when im underaged. But did i get high? no. I just wanted to have fun with my friends. Go ahead and listen from what my aunt says, she always add something extra. ( btw, she told my parents i was drunk last night) .

Somehow i think that my parents are still living in the 'kampung era' . There's so much out there, yet you think im already "off-track" and well, hopeless..Why not look around. I even have someone in this house who dosent clear the stuff he/she leaves behind. And in the end, i always get blamed for everything.

Oh yeah, i got threatened too. All because they wanted me to give a deadline to quit smoking. This is nuts. My dad said:
"You better give me a deadline to quit smoking, you'll see what i can do. wanna try me?"
My mom wanted all my friend's numbers so that they could call them ...
oh, she called one of em already. how nice.

Enough of whining. I had enough.

2006-04-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

i'm sick... of everything

2006-04-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

My parents.
deducted my allowance
cos they said im working.

That's fair enough.

Now,
they dont wanna give any ):

=========================

Attachment's pretty fine !
Office politics, free lunch and alcohol !
Time passes much faster while you're working
what else can i ask for?

2006-03-14T22:41:00.000+08:00

FUCK YOU!

Now i know im being backstabbed by this indian bugger.
He wrote in the report, saying that " the exam has already started" and "he saw me skipping the mcq questions, so he decided to come over and "help" me." fuck? Since when did the bloody exam start? and since when you came over and help? You just asked me to sign my attendance and that's it.

Asshole. I told my dad what happened. He said those lecturers gain credit whenever they catch a student cheating or whatsoever. I can't do anything now, since the exam board would rather believe him than me.

Oh well. Now kids, be wary...

2006-03-04T23:07:00.000+08:00

MONEY MONEY MONEY, MAKES ME HAPPY , IN A RICH MAN'S WORLD !!

hahaha dad transferred $175 to my account yay! that's 4days work, and $5 and hour
powerrr..

2006-03-04T22:57:00.000+08:00

Mom is getting paranoid.
She thinks that the cigarette butts left in the basement were mine.
Two weeks ago, she asked if ive been to 'zhuk' ( zouk ) LIKE HELL NO !! hahaha

what's next mom? do you wanna ask me if i had sex before?

hmm...

2006-03-04T22:49:00.000+08:00

due to some shit louis made, i hafta change my tag.
Great job !! ahhaha

2006-03-02T00:06:00.000+08:00

Geek

1)A person regarded as foolish, inept, or clumsy.
2)A person who is single-minded or accomplished in scientific or technical pursuits but is felt to be socially inept.
3)A carnival performer whose show consists of bizarre acts, such as biting the head off a live chicken

Okay im talking about point number 2.
I saw this stupid boy who's around 14-16 years old. His mom hafta accompany him to the dentist hahaha. Then when the clerk asked him for his e-mail address, i heard there was a _3000 in his email

hahaha what 3000? This year is 2006, mind you.
hmm or were you referring to ...

Andre 3000?

Then later he paused awhile. And said : " Or you want my other email? i got yahoo, gmail, hotmail accounts." Wah damn. The clerk asked for ONE address, yet you gave her 3?!?!

Geeks. sighs*

C-Y-A

2006-03-01T23:27:00.000+08:00

Cover your ass

Now i know how the working force is like. People do things without thinking, just to cover their ass.

Well, look at my case. Mr raja (names have been changed to cover my ass haha, but you guys know who) decided to report me to the discipline master because he was afraid that my classmates would complain if he dint report me and so, he will have to answer to the head and may lose his rice bowl.

In short, he was covering his own ass.

I asked the discipine master if he could settle this matter outside, like without the examinations board and all, but he said "If we did that, we would be violating our own regulations, and we have to answer to our head (the principal, that is) and we may lose our rice bowl. " and he showed me the whole list of "laws" that the school had set.

SEE, another case of CYA.

Between Law and Compassion, which one do you choose? Even one of the lecturers said that if he caught me cheating, he would just give me a warning and let me off as i was caught before the paper.

Oh well. I admitted that i attempted to cheat, and i felt remorseful. Very. It was really a slip of mind, as i could do the papers without any help. Im not a bad student. I dont skip class often, i participate in school events actively and i dont show my temper towards my lecturers even though they're unreasonable. At least give me a chance to continue my studies with my classmates, instead of reporting me to the exams board, and i , have to face a whole board of examiners in the principal's meeting room on 14th march.

I see my classmates, friends enjoying their hoildays, but i cant. Im facing this difficult situation where i may get expelled from school,or maybe repeating my whole semester where all my friends would graduate by then, and i'll spend an extra 6months in school.

Let's pray, my friends.

2006-02-26T18:34:00.000+08:00

well. "meeting" is over
i hope everybody's happy now
haha

2006-02-24T23:29:00.000+08:00

Dear mom and dad
You had high hopes on me
sorry , i've let you down
mistakes made,
cant be erased
so go ahead disown me
i cant be the perfect son you wanted

Oh my, mom showed me pictures when i was younger.
Well, i wished im still young, so carefree
I remembered that we still could go to the park and have fun
Nowadays,
i dont see "family" here anymore.

2006-02-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

woooo mom found out that i smoke
what's next, 2006?

2006-02-18T00:41:00.000+08:00

Oh God, im REALLY screwed this time.
(somebody please help me)

2006-02-11T23:56:00.000+08:00

hahah see what i received today...

NOTICE TO STUDENTS

SMOKING ON CAMPUS AND ITS VICNITY

Dear students,

You would by now be aware that smoking is prohibited within the premises of all educational insitutions in Singapore. Since 15 October 2005, this ban on smoking has been extended to bus shelters and other public spaces.

2. Many of our students have been seen smoking immediately outside the campus, particularly at bus stops and gates.

3. Smoking at bus stops is an offence punishable by law and students smoking in the vicinity of our campus do not give the insitution ofa good image.

4. I would like to reminda all Sp students not to smoke in the campus and its surroundings.

Thank you.

Low Wong Fook

Principal

hahah shit!!! no more smoke breaks during lunch!!! And did you know they increased the price of cigarettes again!!?? =\

2006-02-11T01:37:00.000+08:00

hahahah some funny shit happened today.

Mr X :"how are you baby? Tonight close at 2 huh? Please take care.."

Me: "HAHAHAH! EH SEND WRONGLY AH"

Mr X :"oh shit.. malu sial"

Me:"dont worry baby , i love you too!"

Mr X:"fuck off ha ha man this is so embarrassing...That never happened alright"

Me:""awww .. it happened. YOU CANT HANDLE THE TRUTH! hahaa so baby, are you gonna fetch me?"

Mr X dint reply for awhile...so i decided to reply

Me:"okay la, this never happened okay?"

Mr X :"thank you"

Me:"chill."

Mr X: "yeah its cool. really"

haahha that was the guy who teaches me drums. =

2006-02-08T01:15:00.000+08:00

http://waitak.net/jumbo32/fish003.wmv

amazing.

2006-02-06T19:47:00.000+08:00

classroom fun with a DSLR

2006-02-04T02:20:00.000+08:00

i'm so screwed.
someone fix me.

sorry for the trouble guys.
I need some time off,
bye for now.

2006-02-03T01:26:00.000+08:00

a question i now pose to you,
answer it and be true,
if love and hate hand in hand,
were to rule in the kingdom of pain,
if only one will the sceptre hold,
will it be love or will it be hate?
who will ultimately reign?

2006-01-25T21:45:00.000+08:00

eh eh. chinese new year is round the corner, but i got a red packet already. hahaha
GUESS WHO?

MINDEF. =\

"you are required to register for NS...."
If you fail to register.. the military police would come and catch you !! YOU CAN RUN BUT YOU CANT HIDE HAHAHAHA

die. i'm gonna go botak (random)
This blog is getting boring cos everytime i'll talk about my hair.
SHEIT...

okay. some idiot in my block tore the CNY decorations that my mum did in the lift..
As usual, when there's a problem, there's always a solution. Guess what my mom did.. she wrote a "post it" note and pasted it inside the lift..
"PLEASE DO NOT PULL THE DECORATIONS" it says.. that's my mom for you hahah.

hmm i think that its the indian neighbours who did it.
Say im racist, or whatsoever. I still think its them.

2006-01-19T21:58:00.000+08:00

chinese new year is coming, mom is more worried about my hair then anything else.
naggy nag nag nag.
bahhhh

Dad says imma "rockstar" (bleh) cos my hair's long.
Like he dosent have long hair during his days...

2006-01-10T00:35:00.000+08:00

There are plenty of people who will ride in the limousine with you. What you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down

2006-01-09T23:36:00.000+08:00

To me,
one of the greatest gifts in life is that we cannot forsee the future.
The prospect may be alluring at times, but imagine the boredom, terror that will exist in which we knew in advance. heh.

Life is in many respects similar to taking a long trip in a car. We know where are we going and where we would like to go. But there are 2ways to go about getting there. Firstly is to hop in the car and go, working out the route etcetc later. The second is to plan in advance, mapping out the route, distance to cover each day etc.

Obviously you see, the second way is the better one, getting to the destination WITH planning. Yet when it comes to things far more important, eg: lives, carrers , we often assume that events will somehow take care of themselves.

Look into your mirror and tell yourself :" what have you done for me lately? What do you plan to do for me tomorrow?"

Oh well, i'm reading this intresting book that ive borrowed from the library. Just wanna share with you guys on some of the intresting stuff inside it.
Indeed, life is unpredictable. Some will strike the lottery, the next thing he'll get struck by lightning. Who knows?

Guess what happened today. My teamate told the coach that he wanted to "give up". The coach told him to leave. sheesh.
He's already so good, yet he still thinks that he's lousy...we're all like so shocked to hear that.

OKAY MAY THE SKY RAIN KAMBINGS TOMORROW BAHHHHHHH

2006-01-02T21:58:00.000+08:00

Met amanda and sam today, went to get my shirt from topman.
We had to share ALMOST everything today, what are friends for eh?
hahahahah STONE STONE STONE STONE

School is starting tomorrow, finally i can go to the marina and swim yay!

http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/3104/1934/1600/DSC03728.jpg
anyway you hafta take a look at this.. NYE @ orchard road...
Look at how many FW there are, compared to singaporeans.. and PLEASE BAN AEROSOL FOAM SPRAYS

okay goodnight! enjoy your school term everyone..

2006-01-02T21:51:00.000+08:00

HI BLOG , HI 2006 !

well,
new year
new resolutions.
********************************

2005-12-24T00:37:00.000+08:00

http://www.syfc.org.sg/christmas05/hokkien.htm

2005-12-20T22:01:00.000+08:00

oh dear, my e-learning is not done yet...

okay okay, tooth extraction on thursday, braces set on JAN 13 2006

okbye

2005-12-17T22:03:00.000+08:00

Woke up to the sound of pouring rain,

The wind would whisper and I'd think of you.

And all the tears you cried, that called my name.

When you needed me, I came through.

Remember yesterday, walking hand in hand?

Love letters in the sand, I remember you.

Through the sleepless nights, through every endless day,

I'd wanna hear you say, I remember you.

2005-12-15T22:28:00.000+08:00

To : ANON,

hey, i dont know who you are, but i can make some assumptions...
YOUR IP ADDRESS IS 165.21.154..., Simillar as mine, 165.21.154..
DAD, MOM, SIS?? ARE YOU READING MY BLOG? HAHAHA please leave your name, no point leaving no name
behind...

THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT !

2005-12-13T22:57:00.000+08:00

OMG !!

-why create an friendster account when you yourself dont want to share your profile with others?

Exams are here, the whole class are mugging, i suppose. Or maybe they noticed that there are 2 examiners now, so they couldnt copy?? haha. Mr "how are you" is overly suspicious, always on a lookout on whos cheating... Hmm here's a scenario :

ME : to mr D, "hey can i borrow your calculator??"

Mr D : " okay , just remember to return to me, i'll be outside.."

Mr D hands the calculator to me.

Mr "HRU" rushes to my seat, he said : " JR WHY DINT YOU BRINGYOURCALCULATOR ??AIYOH AH JR.... ITS LIKE GOING TO WAR WITHOUT A GUN !! GIVE ME YOUR HOUSE NUMBER SO THAT I CAN TALK TO YOUR MOM..."

hah. Primary school !! ..... i rembered that my teacher always had to talk to my parents cos i was very playful .. always fighting around...

Beep test on friday, 12 to pass...

2005-12-04T23:15:00.001+08:00

Weixing thought that my birthday was tomorrow, 4th DECEMBER.

Went to watch "chicken little", with my parents cos they have free tickets to cineleisure. Saw someone amazingly familliar who was sitting right infront of me. haha !! The movie would be better if it had a longer film time. And it basically talks about how chicken little saved the world by returning a child back to his parents....

the morale of the movie was...

"YOUR PARENTS LOVE YOU"

and for parents who are watching this movie, it basically tells you to...
"TRUST YOUR KIDS"

Chatted with rizzal just now. He said 9-11 may be an insider's work. By GEORGE BUSH HIMSELF. haha, wtf?? Then he told me many facts and more about the movie by michael moore. SHOCKING, i tell you...

Okay, back to tutorials...

watch it, if you dont believe me.

2005-11-28T22:50:00.000+08:00

I finally knew how guang liang look like. And the girl who died, maybe she had a puff too much. hahaha.

But still, its sad.

2005-11-15T23:00:00.001+08:00

Let's get things started...

Went to orchard to see the dentist today, regarding the braces thingy.... The dentist said that i have to pluck out 2 of my teeth, then after that he'll proceed with the braces. 2 F**King years, it'll take.

One thing about private dental clinics is that their appointment time are flexible, and that's why im gonna put it on starting 2006...

THINGS I'M GONNA DO WHEN I PUT MY BRACES ON :
1. Clean my teeth regularly. Its more like flossing and stuff.
2. Attend Appointments regularly
3. Try NOT TO SMOKE.

hahah, basically its just that.

tata~

2005-11-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

Ok its been awhile, i know im neglecting my blog. hahahahhaha
These few days i dint have the keyboard with me, so forget about TYPING or whatsoever okay?

Hmmm, to summarise things up...

School's started(ovbiously),
The timetable's screwed. We have 3hrs break in between, but we always head to FC 6, cos they have the best food and the ambience there is great hahahahahah
The new module is quite simple, less exams, but more project based work.

Had etiquette module today, we have to measure each other's body. I found out that my body is shorter than my legs by about 8-9cm, haha. And Hadi and I have to go upfront to show our body to the class , to let them guess our body shape. Mine's a inverted triangle, cos i have a broad shoulder...

hmm, soccer training. I'm the 3RD CHOICE keeper now. That sucks, really. Its because i ALWAYS screw up during training. And im really not that motivated anyway. Damn, i dont wanna stay that always.And my maid lost my adidas pulse insoles, ive searched everywhere to buy extra insoles, but in vain.
HELPPP

eh raudha, one day better go for supper around queenstown okay? ahaha

it's better to be hated for who you are than to be loved for who you're not

2005-11-01T23:38:00.000+08:00

to all indians, happy deepavali !!

curry and rice girl hahahahaha

2005-10-30T23:39:00.000+08:00

http://www.viknluda.com/foe/video/
go go go go go look ! hahas

I sometimes wonder why people can go all the way just to find fault with you. Esp your elders. My aunt always check on us. And then, complain.
Its always like that, she would search our tables, bags , anything that could be searched.
Damn she's irritating.

Anyway, i went to JB alone on saturday to buy shoes. hahaa brought some ciggs back home and afterthat to eugene's house to spend the night there.
Now my tongue has ulcer, and school's starting tomorrow.

ok TP students, enjoy your hoildays okay?

2005-10-28T23:52:00.000+08:00

Anyone going?

2005-10-27T00:36:00.000+08:00

hahahaha
what a waste of time.
if you have a weak heart, dont listen =))

http://www.freewebs.com/madonion/TwinkleTwinkleLittleStar!.wav

2005-10-27T00:00:00.000+08:00

can you see the sky turn red?

Okay. So i'm back after the cruise. The programmed sucked (overall) , but the company there was gooooood. VERY.
The crew there. I can see that they enjoy their work.
VERY MUCH. Though the work is tough, they're still happy.

Lots of students get pretty wasted too. I got damn heaty and went to sleep after drinking and made the whole room stink sheesh. Lecturers are happily dancing away throughout the night, and trust me, i havent seen a lecturer dance THAT good before. But he kept boasting after we complimented him, so that's shitty.

And the gala night. wooh, free flow of champagne and superb food. =)) shall post the pics soon.

One thing about the cruise, is the food. 5meals per day, with 3 different places to choose from. No wonder people get excited.
There was this woman who ate so much and her daughter kept on re-filling her plates whenever she finishes her meal. When we came and sat at her table, she was already eating tons of prawns. After we ate our meal, SHE'S STILL THERE EATING HER DESSERTS WTH?!
(p.s : she's from CHINA) hahahaa

And there was one boy in the buffet area, he kept on humming non stop that my friends and i thought that it was the ships horn that was sounding.

Another little girl, had the strength to brush me aside just to rush to get food.

Food makes the people happy. and crazy too, i guess.

and singing a SIMPLE PLAN song when waiting for disembarkation is totally stupid.

2005-10-18T00:29:00.000+08:00

k.
i just came back from soccer by bus. Took me like 1 1/2 hrs. ahhaa
The bus uncle was the worst ever encountered.
Stopping wayyyyyyy far from the bus stop, upper deck all lights off,
Tell me he's not the worst.
Ok i'm tired.
bye

2005-10-15T00:13:00.000+08:00

Dear friends,

Here are some things which I MUST clarify.
I know jobs are now hard to find, ive been to many interviews, but still failed to get a job.

Mom is not giving me ANY pocket money.
My dad has a small company and he's kind enough to let me work, though i know im a burden.
please dont try to say that we're "not friends" or whatsoever if i tell you there's NO more vaccancy in the company. I really cant do anything.

It seems stupid, but this is what i get after i tell my friends that there's no more vaccancy. Like u know, youre trying to put me in a difficult position. What i earn is also NOT MUCH compared to other places which ive worked with.

Oh wth,
PLEASE understand.

Work.

2005-10-13T22:35:00.000+08:00

Working is so much fun.......

When ure working for your own company. hahaha

Been busy working lately, this time around its more of a flexible job. Some scanning to do, and after i would go to the new workshop and help, since the company is shifting to a bigger area.

I dint know that dad built his own office. He does all the planning and all. Hopefully i could go to PSA one of these days.

Things now, are so "last minute." The cruise is round the corner, hoildays are almost over. The job thingy was also last min stuff.

Have to go back to school next week for some SEX TALK. I think that they dont want us to fool around during the cruise. But, if you talk about that topic (sex) more often, you'll even think about it more often. So why bother? haha

And if we DONT talk about it, if something goes wrong, the students would blame the lecturers and so and so and so ....

ahh, wth.

2005-10-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

hmm,
blogger is fine yay!
finally.

Went to uncle kumars' function on saturday
His daughter just turned one.
I cant seem to stop eating mutton hahaa, its damn nice. seriously
And i think i gained weight too. yay!

I still cant find a job.
Mom says maybe its the way i talk, the way i walk (??!?!?) , the way i sit everything. ahhahaha But still, its only a TEMPORARY JOB. Its not like going for an interview for some high post or whatsoever.We then went to the BODYKNITS sale just right opposite our place to look for some cheap bargains haha, but cant find any.

So mom gave me money for me to buy my new street soccer shoe woooo
My last Pumas lasted me for 1 1/2 years , so its time to go hahahhaha

okay bye

2005-10-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

guess today's not my day.

anyway, went e-games again. for 4days straight.
Hoildays are boring, i was looking forward to it actually
Selection to perth is finallised.
And im not selected.
I sprained my foot last saturday,
till now(thursday)
its not fully recovered.

what an anti-climax.

2005-10-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

A week has passed, and blogger is still screwed. hahahaha

Went to the chinese sinseh today, they helped me "massage" my right foot and then they applied some chinese herb thingy paste on my foot then bandaged it.

I kinda like the massaging part, feels damn good. odd right?haha.

They said that i cant take it off till like thursday morning. That's where the problem sets in. Walking around (with a sore foot+chinese herb paste+bandages) in public is not funny. hahaha, like everybody would be looking at my foot FIRST.

Secondly, i couldnt bathe properly. like one foot must not be in contact with water, imagine using like some NTUC plastic bag to cover your feet. And i cant walk around the house cos the paste would sometimes LEAK. hahahahahaha

Been going for interviews lately, but to no avail.

I think i shall sleep at 1am tonight.
night.

2005-10-03T00:32:00.000+08:00

its amazing.
how things turn against you
in a matter of time.

2005-10-02T03:18:00.000+08:00

that's rewarding.

Although we lost 1-0, we still played well.
thanks guys.

2005-09-30T22:33:00.000+08:00

you know, now friendster has this feature that allows you to see whos seeing your profile !!

IVE BEEN WAITING TILL THIS DAY YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2005-09-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

blogger is screwed.

Its like finally, im blogging after so long,

ever wonder what hugs were for?
here's ur answer:A circle of our open arms to hold in love and keep out harm.
One simple hug can do its part, to warm and cheer another's heart.

haha.

Okay, i still cant find a job,despite going for like 3 interviews ?! hahahaha, i really need the money ,seriously.My stash is depeleting, mom's giving me $15/week ( its pathetic okay) and i'm always going out everyday. town/games/soccer/jamming. $$$ defeceit ahhaha

Went to the dentist today. Mom said im not getting braces because its like $4000+ without subsidies, someore my siblings (three of them) are doing/done it already. So its a huge burden on my mom.At first i was like angry or something but, after awhile, i began to understand. Try to put yourself im mom's shoes, and then you'll know. But why dosent dad chip in???

After that mom drove to kallang airport to eat. She dosent know that's even kallang airport lah, so blur. hahahhahah. and i have to tell her where to go, which route to take, where to turn etc etc cos i know my directions well. hahaha, imagine if i drive next time. =)

Soccer training resumes today too, rather short though, and i found out that only 18 would be selected for the perth trip, that's 2 keepers only. Azim's the first choice, and coach is rather happy with elroy. hahaa, maybe next time....

Jamming tomorrow. Sessioning for Hardi's band. hopefully i'll play to their expectations. heh.

cya peeps.

2005-09-23T03:11:00.000+08:00

3 things i would not touch today.

1.sealers
2.cartridges
3.stickers

2005-09-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

after 20hrs of work, im shagged.

Hoildays

2005-09-19T13:16:00.000+08:00

hoildays are kinda booooring. Its a time to catch some good sleep..

I'm unemployed. dad gave me empty promises. He dint really told me i was hired, but he kept on asking details on when my hoildays start, then he started talking shit. Like " oh , maybe you do commision based , or u can sweep the floor" and stuff.

Then when i asked him yesterday, he said " since when i said i hired you?"

I hate it when this happens. My brother, he could work for my dad once term break starts, without fail. I'm not being jealous or what , im just stating a fact.

oh well, i'm not gonna depend on my dad anymore.

Anyway, HHHIII JILLIAN !!
she just called.
Your plane dint crash eh? lucky ass.
hahahaha

I'm meeting rizzal and hazwan later. Its rizzal's last day in singapore haha

As we go on
We remember
All the times we
Had to together

2005-09-16T22:34:00.000+08:00

If I wanted to make a comback would kids receive me?

School's ended. Hoildays started. And now i'm broke.
Sometimes when school starts you want hoildays to come,
but when hoildays start, you want to go back to school..

Woke up late for cargo test today. The paper supposed to start at 10, i woke up at 945. If hafta take a cab down to Dover. $15 bucks man. I intended to spend this money on "post exam activities" haha, but wth? gone.

So, with a balance of payment defeceit, i took money out from my official reserve ahahaha! managed to dig out $7, which is enough.

Btw, Rizzal's leaving on this tuesday i think. He met hazwan and i to play battlefield. I can't get enough of this game , always new things happening everytime.Oh and i got a job too, but i think this time, its on commision basis. Like wth?

Shall see, maybe i'll work like !@##^%$ and earn lots of money heh.
I must be dreaming.

2005-09-15T01:09:00.000+08:00

Fly me to the moon.

Cargo test tomorrow, after that WE COULD PARTTTTYYYYY ahhaha
battlefield 2 anyone?

Friendster.

2005-09-14T21:30:00.000+08:00

wah. Friendster changed their layout. Its kinda more like myspace already. hahaha, who cares?
ITS STILL LAGGY

Post a video, play a song, add a background image. Anything's possible with your new Friendster profile, now customizable with HTML, CSS, or your favorite music and video.

whoa!! videossss

2005-09-13T01:06:00.000+08:00

did you know. 2men were charged in court, due to some racist remarks they posted on their blogs?
hahaha, shit.

When ear digging feels like sex

2005-09-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

i've been digging ears for twice a week already.

HOW COME SO MUCH HAHAHAA

wth, it still feels shoik what. So its okay...

Ever heard before where your parents or teachers always say that if youre not listening, They would say :

"Go in one ear, come out another ear"

I think its true. my my left ear always has more dirty shit then the right.

ahaha.

That's why im always stuck during revision.

judge me, F*** you.

2005-09-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

Went studying at national library again. This time, only hadi came.
hmm, kinda UN-productive. Just copying notes and i think i'm more intrested with the books they have there.

Whoa, fantastic.

Went Swee Lee at to look at the drum set they have. I know i wont be having any, cos of the lack of space here. (unless dad struck lottery and decides to buy a bigger place) maybe. haahaha, and i accidentally peeped into one of their CONFIDENTIAL FILES.

Then we saw this couple quarreling outside. Being SINGAPOREANS, we deceided to check it out. The woman was from china, as i heard her china slang, with those tongues wagging at 1239819258195 rounds per minute.haha that's mean.But due to her slang, i couldnt understand what are they talking about. We deceided to abort mission hahaha

ah, did you know the head belongs to a phillipino maid ? and the murderer is another phillipino maid? hahahaha
and just now my family and cousins were watching the making of "the maid" , the lead actress plays the role of a phillipino maid.

I think employers should cut their off-days and those phillipino maids wont go out killing people or find indian blangla workers as their boyfriends.
i also cant figure out why phillipino maids like hanging out with blangla workers hahahahahha.

daddy has free movie passes to cathay. maybe i shall use it and watch "the maid".

SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL FILM INDUSTRY

Making love, with my notes.

2005-09-11T00:26:00.000+08:00

People around me are angry, so i shall be angry too ahhaha

wth.
was supposed to study today. but i think i did nothing. Well, almost.
Morning went out to play battlefield2 till afternoon, then went studying at the national library,basically i did nothing there too, except borrowing 2 non-related to shipping books, and making noise. rahhhhh

Then as i walked to bugis MRT, this couple was fighting. The girl was crying and she was saying something like "please, let me go"

Ovbiously, as NORMAL human beings, we would turn and look.
Being a normal person, i looked. For awhile
Then her BF, shouted (at me i think) " kwa lan jiao !!"
f.y.i kwa lan jiao means look at dick
haha
HE WAS TELLING ME TO LOOK AT MY/HIS DICK AHHAHA

1.im not gay
2.i think he is
3.so fuck off

haha, wth? bloody cheenas

see, , people around me are ANGRY
tsk
anyway.
back to studying

cartoons for adults.

2005-09-08T00:22:00.000+08:00

using dad's laptop now. The living room PC is spoilt.

I hope that dad would repair it or smth. Its got to do with the Graphics card and the motherboard . Definately.

rahhh. back to studying-mode.

bye

2005-09-06T00:44:00.000+08:00

i gave my wings of white and grey
for you to keep and i to stay
close to you, in your heart
for there you say we'll never part.
Yet this was all a pretty lie,
When two years down you slowly frowned,
as you returned my wings without a sound.
On legs of grief i hobbled away;
For fly no more i will upon,
these wings of once white and grey

auon-nomous

2005-09-06T00:31:00.000+08:00

wa. im screwed.

Time for Plan B.

2005-09-05T00:29:00.000+08:00

i've been teaching people how to kick footballs, but i cant even kick properly

haha. contradicting myself again.

Just came back from a night jog, all the way from my house to upper east coast road and back.

GOOD LUCK FOR UPCOMING EXAMS !

2005-09-03T03:03:00.000+08:00

Had bbq today, sheena's organised it, But i dont know for what reason haha. Maybe its a get-together bbq ah. The bbq was great, food, People (well for those who served us =D ) haa.

Then i climbed the fence. AGAIN. There was this uncle who saw me doing that while he was walking the dog. Freaking hell. He dint even bother to pull their dogs away. Someore he gave me that 'robber' look. Then when i walked past their dogs, one of them barked loudly and crawled up to my knees. I'm not scared of dogs, but...

1) the owner has 5 dogs
2)the owner has NO kids. (that's sad.)
3)His dogs are smelly. So 5 dogs = 5x's stinkier
4)he's my NEIGHBOUR. cant he recognise me ?
5)he should be sleeping in bed, accompanying his wife. not walking his dogs
i bet he's gonna tell the security guards tml
go on and brag.

Soccer tomorrow. i hope everything goes well.

2005-08-31T23:44:00.000+08:00

today.

is cheeeeeeeecher day

Woke up late, as usual to meet amanda, rizzal, hardi, tasha, raudha, hazwan. By the time i came, the students already left school. The teachers are proceeding to the new building at chai chee. The offices are nice, buildings are nice too. But the canteen looks abit small.You cant really picture the old pyss and the new. The canteens, D&T workshop. whoa, all changed.

Then we went to town. Shopping. But this time i only can WINDOW shop.
im left with 3 bucks , how to survive sia ahhaha
Well, its a good time to 'catch up' with friends actually.

Left for soccer afterwards. saw milo in orchard, so we both headed to SP.
Training was good, at first the coach said i improved alot
but in the end i cocked up ahahhaha

coach said :" u know why you are not in the first 11?, because you always make those stupid mistakes, that's why."

note : this may sound stupid, but if you read between the lines....

u know why you are not in the first 11?, because you always make those stupid mistakes, that's why."

wow haha, first 11 ?
I must cut down on those stupid blunders
But the contacts lenses, i cant see properly at night.
thats where the blunders came haha

Oh, and this saturday i have a match against LIVERPOOL FC FAN CLUB
the whole 90mins
coach said if i screw up, i wont be able to participate in any cup
and i'll sa-wa-di-cup

hahahaa.

GOD SAVE THE QUEEN !!

2005-08-31T00:51:00.000+08:00

tml's cheeeeecher's day! yay

i'm chaboting class tml. But i know i shouldnt, cos ICA's around the corner and i've been really slacking this sem. But, wth. cheeeeeeecher's day is once a year.

i hope i wont be regretting this. hahaha

Biz stats, shipping prac, safety and environment , so difficult already this sem.

Okay, anyways soccer training is back. The stadium is finally open wheeee
The perth trip is what motivates us . reaaally

12345654321

2005-08-27T00:27:00.000+08:00

hmm, this week. Was good, real good.

Wednesday i had the chance to play against the ex-national team, with the likes of subramoothy, quah kim song and more. We drew 0-0, but lost through penalties ha. Coach said the performance was worth commending, and yeah, maybe i have a chance to go to perth after all.
=)

the good old days.

Oh yeah. and today was the SMA day. I think everybody was looking forward to it , yes ? no ? hahahaha.
The location was at labador park, was a pretty good location yeah, cos of the sea breeze. And the scenery and all.
The performance was good, the response was good, we got cheers instead of jeers. The indian students as usual were dancing their asses off, Very very sporting people.

And hui Chun got to go on stage to sit down on the chair, Later blindfolded and tied to the chair, Just to get seduced by the aussie singer. hahaaa. That was the first part. After awhile, MEN came and replaced the singer in the 'seducing' role . Hui chun tought that it was the singer who was touching him hahahahaha! The guy did a lap dance, Took off his sweater, and he was topless in the end. Damn funny la. As a prize, he got a gift and a kisses( i think it was 4 ) from the aussie

Louis got to go on stage too, just to commentate a soccer game in cantonese.
Sam and ruiqi performed too, but ruiqi was kinda like 'never eat dinner' those kinda mood. Sam did well haha.

The superstar virgo sailed past us, it was damn huge la. really. Just hope that i'll be selected to go for the trip

=)

2005-08-23T23:08:00.000+08:00

i hope tml wld turn out right.

2005-08-21T21:39:00.000+08:00

You guys should watch the national day rally.

Its funny, in a way.

Btw, PM Lee said that by 2015, Our casino and everything ( incld shopping centres) would be done.

By then, im 26! damn.

Sometimes You just think forward, and you suddenly realise that life's short.
26 yrs old, by that time. I'll have a fiancee and a career.

whalao. damn old la ahhahahaa. HOW TO ENJOY !?!?

2005-08-21T17:08:00.000+08:00

hazwan was not ther person who slapped me. wooooooooooo

2005-08-20T00:22:00.000+08:00

Such an odd day today. The people arnd you, the stuff's that is happening. like wow.

Anyways class ended early today and as it was the weekend, I decided to eat Mcdonalds. The curly Fries are nice hahaha, glad to have 'you' back into the menu !haha

Then as i was eating, some freak and a group of jerks came. Fucking hell, you know what they did ? Hazwan slapped me from behind.

Yes, he did slap me. not once. but alot of times. Or is that someone else , i dont know.
Then that whole group began eating my twister fries. They took my fries, dipped the chilli sauce and dirtied my teeshirt. While eating some came scolding me.
LIKE WTF ?

like im sitting there enjoying my meal and you guys come and disturb me wtf. Someore come slap me .
knn.
Then the 2nd group came. Now its dominque , jason and hazwan. Dominque strangled my neck from behind and jason came eating my fries. AGAIN.

In the end i have a bit left to eat.
As if u guys cant afford your meal. Come here stealing my fries and walk off just like that. cb.

After that i went home and came back to school again. Saw sheena and sherry. Its been ages since i met them hahaa. Sheena had to alight at tanah merah , so i just talked to sherry till the train went to kembangan.

Soccer was good. Played 2 matches today. The first match we won 10-4 , which i conceeded 2, and the 2nd game , we won 7-0.

Well. The FAS game is next week. hopefully this would boost my morale =)

oh ya, Huiping ! ive blogged okay. im not that petty , or rather NOT petty AT ALL.
night peeps.

2005-08-17T00:13:00.000+08:00

hmm, yen is telling me stuff that i dint know.

Guess this is what this class lacks..

2005-08-16T22:53:00.000+08:00

hi.

2005-08-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

Mom says that if i dont sleep early , i would see 'things'.

hahaha. that was after the incredible tales show.

wtff

choy !

2005-08-14T23:34:00.000+08:00

had a soccer match today, we won 2-1.

tried out the pulse which i bought yesterday. Was pretty good, you really could 'feel' the ball while you kick it hahaaha

Well after that i went to grandpa's house. He actually has FOUR locks to unlock to open the door. talk about security. haha

Went in and showered.

Grandpa was in his usual self. He kept nagging hahahaha. "cut your hair la, go trim la, Drink lots of water la, dont play too much soccer lah, DONT PUT TATTOOS COS DIFFICULT TO GET A JOB BLAH .......

hahaa. last time he cut my fingernails till it reached the skin. damn painful.

well, grandpa cares about us. but in an odd way.really.

Then dad fetched us and together with the whole family we went to spring court to eat. btw its relocated in chinatown. I miss the peking duck. ONLY 76cents ! can you believe it. haha

its something personal

2005-08-13T22:54:00.000+08:00

i've been lazy lately. Lazy to blog, lazy for school, even during training sessions, ive been day dreaming.

i guess its due to the lack of sleep. haha

okay anyway, mom booked the bbq pit AGAIN. and its like the 2nd bbq in this week. I think she likes the company of our relatives. The uncles wld sit down and talk about politics, and the moms would talk about their childrens.

bahh

Went to penisula today to buy boots. A predator pulse. cost me $210 hahaha. Dad paid $100 (thanks alot !!) and i paid the rest. Been working just to buy that. ok here's the pic

Speaking of working, I worked at tampines last night. Some kinda National Day dinner thing ah. Damn busy. Those people sit there kept asking for refils blah blah. kept me busy. And then, between the food station and the tables there is a small hill where we hafta climb up/down to take our foods. While collecting the plates, i climbed up the hill, lost my balance, and i fell down ahhahahaha.

FREAK.

ah, after the dinner it was already 11.30pm. When i got to the Interchange, the last bus already left. ha, so i walked home. from tampines to tanah merah. took me 35mins.
The last time i walked home for quite a distance was last year, where i walked from bedok reservior to home.

Oh, and i borrowed "Mind Your Language" dvd from the sp library . havent finished watching it tough...........

2005-08-06T01:44:00.000+08:00

hmm. nothing much happened today. I just found out that my blog layout gone cranky or smth.
oh well .

kay . had soccer training today, you wont call that a training session cos basically today we just listened to coach talking cock. Well the main thing was us going to Perth this november, to take part in the Asia-Pacific games. But the sad part is, not everybody is going. And we hafta raise funds for it.

Then we begun to talk cock on how to raise funds. Like doing CAR WASHING hahahaha. Then coach was saying like in perth u have this machine where you could peep into. XXX-box hahaha
He said it was a waste of money , then he began to show us WHY IT WAS A WASTE 5 dollars BY INTIMIDATING WHAT THE WOMAN DID !! hahaha

okay. after that we jogged and played CAPTAINS BALL ha. NO soccer for today. But next week, pre-season training is back. more fitness based. and every end of the month we'll have a beep test.

wish me luck! i really wanna go perth!

2005-08-04T23:43:00.000+08:00

I SO Sweet!
Men, please do not look at this picture
unless you are sitting down.
I do not want anyone to get hurts
o take it easy.
I SO SWEET!
I cannot believe myself!
So pretty!

hahahaah. NOT WITH THIS PICTURE/

http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4515/1268/1600/Bok2.jpg
http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4515/1268/1600/BootlyLiciousME.jpg
http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4515/1268/1600/2005062817124810.jpg

btw that was her ENGLISH.

2005-08-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

lately, there's this crazyass whos posting 50dollar bills into letterboxes.
Like THE WHOLE BLOCK OF NEIGHBOURS GOT IT LA !! haha
then some. cos they locked their letterbox to prevent junk mails from getting in, did not get the money !! haha

today on the news.

Darwis Rianto Lim, whos 31 and teaching at TP's school of applied science was caught by Royal Thai Police officers in a hotel room in April.

He was arrested in Bangkok for allgedly trying to buy sex with underage boys over the internet, posting notices on the Web offering $329 for sex with a boy aged between 12 and 16.

He claims it was a set up, and twice failed to turn up in court , has his passport and it is not known if he has left Thailand.

wtf. buying sex with BOYS !! is he crazy or what.

or maybe he's trying to put singapore on the world map cos national day is coming. hahahaha.

2005-08-02T00:01:00.000+08:00

THE MBABTY SYNDROME - everyone has it.

2005-08-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

dad and i just quarreled. over some stupid stuff. Really.
Last night i was dint sleep till 2am just to do my ideas project. And he tought i just used the computer to chat.Come on la, I was online. But cant i chat on the project?
Fuck.
So i argued back la, then he was like 'dont raise your damn voice and shout at me'
what damn. YOU DINT EVEN BOTHER TO LISTEN. SO I RAISED MY VOICE A LITTLE.
and then stupid aunt always come and rub salt and nag nag complain to my dad.

-----------------

ah nvm. exams are basically over, for now that is. Busy learning songs for SMA day. gotta rush and stuff , we dint even jam during our term break. excuses and stuff.

i got B+ for econs. which is a 76.
B for Biz Stats (excel), 72.

shall update more.

YEs / NO ___ I dont have brain

hahaha. stupid siao yen gave me this question. you hafta ans that within 1min using YES/NO only.

GOOD LUCK AHHAHAHAHAHA

2005-07-30T03:13:00.000+08:00

we're so bad. we ought to be shot. BANG BANG!
hahahahahahahhahaha. freak

we're like dissing sherlyn on msn, RiGhT amAnDa ?
SHOo FunNy WorHx, BuT We VeRy De MeAn LehZxX

and i dont have that 'talent' to type in that manner.
RiGhT ?
(oops.)